End of month post, wow. Can you believe it, March already! At the close of 2012, I figured this year will be explosive but I didn’t realize it’ll be this much. Possibilities… I’m just so excited.
Don’t get me wrong, the past couple of months has been all time high in the history of stress and making huge decisions like shit, but as long as I’m moving forward then I have no complaints. I guess when you know you deserve better things in life, you just can’t wait for the rest of your life to begin. It’s a phenomenal experience – it may not make you look like Megan Fox but at least you’ll feel more alive!
Actually, this brings me to the main point of this… reflection. Let’s call it reflection just this once and not cat typing crap, okay? Many times, we get so caught up in such an overwhelmed state of mind that we just forget to take action even if where we are at present already corrodes our souls. That can’t be right, can it?
Often, the answer to that question is something we already know; hell, we even know what we want to do to make things better but we aren’t taking action. I know so because I’ve probably spent the last five or six months in the same situation and the staying still only added to all my distress, which eventually went from staying still to moving backwards. Go figure.
What makes the difference is making the jump. Most people call it a leap of faith but to me it’s just suicide. But no matter how scary it is, you have to do it. Have is the magic word.
You don’t have much of a choice because if you have enough self respect you will do it even if you feel like not doing it just to be fair to yourself. If something doesn’t feel right anymore, chances are, things will not get any better, even if you prolong it for all eternity; might be hard to swallow but that’s life.
Bottom line: go out there, make as much mess as you can, call the suicide decision, figure out what you’re doing later and you’ll benefit from that. What’s the worse that can happen? You either end up being ridiculously happy or you fail.
But who cares if you fail? You just figured out one more thing that doesn’t work and move on to your next idea that you think will work. The person who said life is a bouquet of roses lied, love.
Life is easy, right or wrong? Wrong! It will give you a chocolate bar and once you take it, it will double bitch slap you until you fall to the ground then take back your chocolate bar with an evil laugh to boot…
But that’s only up until you learn to kick its ass. And you can.
Photos taken from here.